saddd stowy.

helooo,its been a week i dint update my blog :)
well,here goes :) I couldnt understand why some people are jealous with me? im not that pretty,not that smart? i dont have anything in me. but why do you have to make me suffer and boost around to everybody that im trying to get all the guys attraction!  i dont give a DAMN bout them man!
I am just being normal. AND,you dont know me well yet? thats why people think that im being a BITCH! that is my way and my life to act like that but im not a BITCH like you.
i know the way i act makes everyone likes me * i think so* but i dint emant to attarct guys.

FRIENDS!

well,hello there.
to all my beloved friends :) i dont know what to say. hihi,i really am HAPPY to have great friends like u guys. :) i will never regret for becoming your friend. :) these are my bestie:
Alia
Farah Hanum,Ashfareena,Sarah Haniza,Zahirah Yasmin,Mas Athirah,Liyana,Syakirah,Anis Suraya,Anis Syahirah,Farahin,Farah Nabilaaaaaaa,Khatijah :) JIHAH...*nasib baik aq ingt *
if ade yg tertinggal tuuu sorry :)maklumlaaah,da tuaa Haha,x brpe ingt laa :P

SUNDAYYYY :p

HELOOO! its sundayyy,i know its a boring sundayyy! HAHA,im sho bored. what do you think im doin? lulz im like sitting in front of the laptop online blog and liking people status,satlking. urghhh what can i doo? weeeee,PSP! haha thats all. hmm anw\ew hot sotries peopleee? i need it. :P
JUSTIN BIEBER! <3 HIHI,listening. :)
np# stuck in the moment :) 

ape bnyk gamba shirtlift nieeeee! HAHA saje je.. nnti i letak gmba green and the onthers kayy? <3

faraaaah nabila :)

SBU sports day :)

him againnn. :)

hey people! lulz,ceyhh BANGGA nye dpt amik gmbr ngn olahragawan tu! *tak habis2 lagi psl dye*
hihi,kk. da maria dah! GILE LAAA AKU DIBUATNYE! Aidohh,korg ptt x? i upload gmba tu kt fb? kanggggg ade org jealous pulak susah tol lah! :(  x suke laa org lain kutuk behind my back :(
ish x yah laaa kaaan? i tgh semngt GREEN! lagii. :)

Gratisan Musik

boreddd!

sebenarnye x abis lagi psl him! TAPIII mls nk cite haha.
what a HAPPIEST DAY IN MY LIFEEEE! gosh,i never felt like this before! HAHA ape nie haha, cik Farah Hanum,saye terkilan sngt ble tgk *KAWAN* awakkkk lari tadi :P

NAZMIEEE :) GREEN!

hihi heyyyy :)
cube tgk sapeeee pnye gmbaaaa tu. :P HAHA ,kay thats my senoir! GO GREEN! he is the Olahragawan. ceyhh,BANGGA NAZMIE! HAHA,well he is an awesome senoir duhh. haha,friendly suke kacau org, he will be in SBU for his last year :( nie x best nie.
Haihhh btw..nk tau x cm ner i leh knal dye? HIHI :P Nak tauuuuuu x? haha
Yelaaah cm nie. hari selasaaa ary tu. junior bertuah sorg nie x dtg laa kawadd. so sebelah sye x de laa org. tbe2 je ade this ketot guy. HIHI:3 but comel HAHA,yelaaah dtg. JENGJENGJENG ! mase tuu mmg laa x kenal lagi enn? so he bising tnye mcm2 mse kawadd lak tu. Hahaa,so ye lah cite2, then agak rapat laa. mase tu laaa jgak sye tau dye form 5! HAHA ingt form 3. HAHA,he is friendly andd very supporting laa. HABIS,DAA... my friends smue JEALOUS ah! because dye tuuu geng dak2 HOT niee lol. hot ker? haha
x kesah laa. 
hari nieee kannn SPORTS DAYYY! he won in LARIANNN?! cube bygkannn haha. terer laa senior kite nie! HAHA, anddddddd. ofc ah! GREEN MENANG ENN?! GO GREEN!

MONDAAAAY :)

da HITAM mcm pe da nie. muke perghhh cm anak keiling dah. HAHA x kesah laa muke tu tak penting.

hihi,ish3 bnyk tol incident2 yg menarik in this week. HAHA mmg x disangka2 kan. Haishh,saye bru kenal ngn senior sorg nie HIHI name dyeeee. * SECRET* haha,he is so funny. sempat lagi anywhere i pergi x sah x ejekk saye. haha,da laaa senyum dye comel,cute laaa. TERGUGAT IMAN! yelah kaaaan? hihi first2 buat smbg2 ah but dlm hati nie enn haish. DUPDAPDUPDAP! haha. everyday mesti kacau i. my friend sorg nie her name is ZAHIRAH YASMIN! terkejut cuz he tegur i. HAHA,maklum lah dak2 cm tuuuu hot. da lah bomba lak tu. :P 

okay esk gua cite lagi mmg totally effing bnyk cite x larat nk taip je. :P XX. <3

:)

that was me playing the piano it sounds wrong a litlle bit. sorry :(

you know what?
have u think about being in a relationship beforee? i did. i dunno its like a wonderful feeling from our bottom of our heart.
i never felt like this before but then as time goes by he went to a another girl. :(

weeee~
im so bored! oh god u know its 2:35 am! i cant sleep!
im still awakeeee! i wish my friends are awakee and will chat with me. well well,any stories? i got story u wanna knoww? finee HAHA:) 
it all happen when i found out that my ex was dating up with my own friend! how could he that to me? oh god! i wish i can slap his face but what can i do so i just let him be. :( i thought he was the kind of guy who is really kind and so on la. but..
nk buat macam mane kaaan? he deserve to life with his own life. :( xx maria :)

love

like i've told you before you mean nothing to me anymore. You dont need me and i dont need you. Its fair enough,eventhough my heart says not to let you go and try getting to u again but what can i say? You dont need me in your life. I really do need you in my life. Yes,i have to tell the truth bout my feelings towards you. I  cant hide it anymore. I really love you and i will never forget our memories together.

It was like a effing slap in the face. How am I gonna ever show my Face around you ever again. I knew you dont like me and you never will but what can i do? its all Allah's will. All i cn do now is cry myself to sleep everyday.

i know im stupid and dumb to love you! i knew it ,i really not meant for you. You knew it too rite? But why? You treated like like im yours but after a couple of days YOU DUMPED ME! who do you think you are?! just wanna hurt my feelings! I just wanna say hope im the last girl  in YOUR LIFE that you treated  like this.

it makes me dont trust in love anymore:(

love,

love is a feeling with someone special. Someone special who can really believe in you and loves you but love sometimes hurts when th e person you love has another person. :(

I'm confused with my feeling. Honestly,i love you damn much but why do you need to hurt my feelings? when i need your love, you left me but when i tried to change my ind, you are being like a south pole attarcts to north pole. Love is not being forced but is  about sincerity. I will let you go if you wanna go,but tell me as U CHANGED YOUR MIND! :)

is it love based on paper and u can throw it easily in the dustbin? no rite?

im afraid of love. love makes me have no guts to love someone again. you cant find the true love until  our last breath.

everyone wants a true love:)

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myself :)

hey,im maria im likeee 13 and a half? HAHA,kay 14 laa :P

im an SBU-ian :) i hope everybody enjoy reading my blog :)